Monday, October 30, 2006
heya.
sorry for not updating in a long time. guess i just didn't have the time. and for several reasons too.
1. too much hw to catch up with
2. spent too much time watchin GONG! <3 haha
3. too much time fighting with my parents and sis and getting screwed over.
yeah well. that's basically it.
school sucks. homework sucks. food sucks. this place sucks. my com is starting to suck. not being able to watch tv/gong sucks. getting screwed up by my family sucks. not being able to see you guys suck. not raining here sucks. BEING HERE SUCKS.
so there you have it. my 'sucks' list. there's obviously more but i can't be bothered to continue. i'll just continue and get pissed off.
but ya know what? i might as well be pissed off for the next 4 years of my life coz i'll be stuck in this freakshit place here anyway.
can't even get some freakin entertainment thing to keep my mind off these kinda annoying and pissing things. now im just in a bad mood. bleah.
but since im blogging...something new then.
AFRO DUDE SHAVED HIS HEAD.
what else. oh yeah. lotsa ppl got their hair dyed or cut within this one short week.
and you want to know one more thing?
THE PPL HERE (AT LEAST IN MY SCHOOL) ARE DAMN DESPO. YES, I REPEAT. DESPO.
not like that will help alot. to add on. i can be very sure i'll become stupid.
i'm totally convinced that coming here is condemning me to hell and a life of torture. i should have just stayed in singapore. at first i was thinking like: "oh. its my family ya know. i should stick to them. i'm sure they'll make it a whole lot better after going there."
but that's how life is isn't it? TOTALLY OPPOSITE.
not only are they making things worse. their choice of school and this place sucks.
i don't mind not going to an international school. wtf. but at least don't let me become stupid.
i wanna take A MATH. but no. the people here aren't as good in math. so fine, i'll take 'higher' math. (there are two maths, higher and lower) but you know what? the so called 'higher' math, is like P3 work. oh gosh. and you guys are having problems with it. how am i suppose to last?
i don't wanna ruin my future ya know. i wanna become like some scientist or engineer. which happens to require subjects like SCIENCE and MATH. both of which this place sucks at.
then that's it isn't it? my life is totally screwed up. its over.
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wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
okay. hopefully i can be better now. chill. (:
so, what have you guys been doing? i really wanna know. its hols now. better not slack off too much.
nothing much. just same old boring things.
truthfully, i don't expect you guys to actually be bothered with my stuff. at least im pretty sure it won't last.
so before that happens. i wanna say a really really really really really really BIG THANK YOU to you guys. thanks for giving me more than enough wonderful memories to last me for a long time. i will never forget the times that we spent together. <3
for now, i don't really feel like continuing if not i'll just totally break down. so much for me not crying huh maxy? haha =P
kay. sadly, i gotta go do stuff now. boring stuff. and one more thing. YUL rocks!! haha XD
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